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The Anxious Thoughts Project

by Ben Teeney

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1.
(I Want It All) I want the morning routine I want the magic and meaning And everything in between Cause with you by my side We can take it in stride Together we’re invincible Our fire won’t die Misery exists but the distance doesn’t have to I’m dreaming in reality whenever I’m with you (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) I want the intimacy The bedroom talk in Our oasis of intensity Cause with you by my side We can take it in stride Till death do us part I hope he never comes by Misery exists but the distance doesn’t have to I’m dreaming in reality whenever I’m with you (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) The bad days And the fierce fights And heartache Of being left on read (I Want It All) The long nights And the late days Telling me about The mess in your head (I Want It All) The bad days And the fierce fights And heartache Of being left on read (I Want It All) The long nights And the late days Telling me about The mess in your head (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All (I Want It All) All
2.
Rock Bottom 03:40
The bombs have fallen The kingdom’s in ruin I’m heartbroken I’m back home today Burnt bridges Both sides winless I’m not religious but I’m praying tonight For the decline of my state I don’t think that I can stay Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom Everybody thinks that I’m okay But there’s been no good days Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom The future has fallen Our plans in ash Our post has been abandoned Let us die in the past Six months later I’m all out of hope Misfortune follows me My mind won’t let go For the decline of my state I don’t think that I can stay Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom Everybody thinks that I’m okay But there’s been no good days Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom I’m sorry I’m leaving I’m growing I’m a new man I’m breaking out of Rock Bottom I’m sorry I’m leaving I’m growing I’m a new man I’m breaking through the walls of the jail For the decline of my state I don’t think that I can stay Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom Everybody thinks that I’m okay But there’s been no good days Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom For the decline of my state I don’t think that I can stay Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom Everybody thinks that I’m okay But there’s been no good days Another day lost I’m hitting Rock Bottom
3.
I’m sick of being bitter And I wish I could just let her know I don’t think I can quit her But I think I should let her go I’m sour out of power And you know I’m exhausted Tried my best at this point I’m love’s hostage Cause she’s toxic for me With all I’m trying to achieve My anxious thoughts Have got my fingers bleeding We’ll always be one of my greatest failures Nothing to show for a years worth of labour Still better if we stay strangers and let it be Cause you’re some kind of poison I never wanted it to end like this Bitter and distant, no room to be missed Still better if we stay strangers and let it be Cause you’re some kind of poison Some kind of poison to me Think I’m gonna miss her When I’m on my own I’ve always been a nail biter Now I’ve gotta let her go Thought we were on the same team But disloyalty’s mainstream My anxious thoughts Have got my fingers bleeding We’ll always be one of my greatest failures Nothing to show for a years worth of labour Still better if we stay strangers and let it be Cause you’re some kind of poison I never wanted it to end like this Bitter and distant, no room to be missed Still better if we stay strangers and let it be Cause you’re some kind of poison Some kind of poison to me It’s hard to stomach But it’s something you need to hear I’m always at my darkest With you near You’re the strain on all my demons With little light to shine through I finally found my hope and It’s without you We’ll always be one of my greatest failures Nothing to show for a years worth of labour Still better if we stay strangers and let it be Cause you’re some kind of poison I never wanted it to end like this Bitter and distant, no room to be missed Still better if we stay strangers and let it be Cause you’re some kind of poison Some kind of poison to me
4.
Saint 03:00
VERSE Call me a Saint Call me a liar Call me your friend Set me on fire Go light a match I’ll be your spark I’ll be your fire You’ll get through the dark Don’t bite your tongue I’ll be your sponge Soak up the words when You’re overwhelmed Don’t hold it in Get out of your head Let it all out It’s a means to an end PRE I know I said I’d Be by your side no matter the time But I can’t save your World while I’m fighting for mine CHORUS I can’t be your saviour But I can be a beacon for you Can’t preach with my behaviour But I can be a beacon for you I can’t be your saviour But I can be a beacon for you No knight in shining armour But I can be a beacon for you (Beacon for you) VERSE We have our wars We have our posts We have our battles To which we’re betrothed I have my demons You’ve seen my scars I’m in the trenches Don’t wish on my star PRE I know I said I’d Be by your side no matter the time But I can’t save your World while I’m fighting for mine CHORUS I can’t be your saviour But I can be a beacon for you Can’t preach with my behaviour But I can be a beacon for you I can’t be your saviour But I can be a beacon for you No knight in shining armour But I can be a beacon for you (Beacon for you) BRIDGE WOAH OH WOAH OH WOAH OHHHHH WOAH OH WOAH OH WOAH OHHHHH VERSE You called me a Saint For my mistake Of always giving More than I take I’m not a Saint That’s your mistake You should be careful With your blind faith
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She thinks that I’m brilliant But it’s hard to see the spaces With candlelit knowledge You can’t read the pages I’m empty minded I can’t find distraction to Keep me away from you I think she’s selfish She throws away potential Without consequences Stuck in denial She’s still undecided If I’m a distraction to Keep her away from it all Tried to start anew Didn’t get to far with you Maybe it’s too soon But it’s always too soon Maybe I’m starting a new lifetime Maybe I’m starting a new lovelife Take your time I’m in no rush I can wait Tell me something I know nothing now Well I think he’s stupid Cause he keeps me at a distance He locks himself away When I really need him He won’t give in Thinks he’s mysterious The million questions That I have abandoned You think I self destruct But I do it for a reason So much in my head You couldn’t believe it You tell me I’m angry When I’m just overwhelmed You try but you don’t understand Tried to start anew Didn’t get to far with you Maybe it’s too soon But it’s always too soon Maybe I’m starting a new lifetime Maybe I’m starting a new lovelife Take your time I’m in no rush I can wait Tell me something I know nothing now Cause I’ve tried for so long My heart’s still in her arms It’s hard not to leave When you’re so damn naive And it’s hard to co-exist With our problems unaccepted Do you think that we can change? Maybe I’m starting a new lifetime Maybe I’m starting a new lovelife Take your time I’m in no rush I can wait Tell me something I know nothing now Tell me something I know nothing now

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released April 30, 2021

Produced by Ben Teeney and Julian Troiano
Lyrics by Ben Teeney, Kaya Marcus (Tell Me Something)
Music by Ben Teeney and Julian Troiano
Drums Programmed by Wesley Scott Hadley
Mixed by Jason Burgos
Mastered by Dan Weston
Art by Mykah Czarina
Design by Mykah Czarina and Ben Teeney
Recorded at The Zoo

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